Struggle
It seems that I struggle with a lot of things. Making decisions. Habits. How to befriend some people. When to stop letting someone lord it over you and when to eat humble pie. Lots of other things of course. I suppose the main thing is that I am realising that this stuggle (which according to the Bible is not against 'flesh and blood' but agains the 'rulers and powers of this dark world') will continue until the day I die. Even as a born again Christian who is forgiven and freed from the penalty of sin I am still a person who lives in a fallen world and will live with the consequenses of sin all around me daily. etc etc....